life

in my life i am always forced to prove things..

this time round.. i gotta prove i am good... other people and me are all just the same and i am not as bad as you think i am..

time changes a lot of things... it do and will and it allready did..just a matter of choices and decision and pity...

take it as a stage of enhancing to be a all rounder in all aspect.. i just merely lack experience in this area to make things so cock up..

being an all rounder is not easy after all..jack of all trades... with determination and consistentcy in improving it, will become to achieve near master of all someday..or even if not master fully, at least became and expperienced person in all aspects and able to handle anything that comes..

COME WHAT MAY!!!! this is my resolution this year.. not going to set any else... none is achievable without a will.. i have no will to achieve one particular as i know i like to improve and achieve bit here and there, so long every year i am learning and getting better than the year before will do...

so JUST BRING IT!!!! no one will fail forever...

nth much

saturday just schooling, sing ktv with uni frds .. thought of calling more but i gave up again as i too last minute thought of calling people..
well bugis topone s the place..
sang for long long hours till evening went shaw and sibway till i got a sms.. and went to dhoby ghaut for coffee... :)
tired out one full day... today family day.. all are back.. sleep and family things all the way..

i wonder whats up next for me in my life.. :)

more good things please.. (praying)

.......end of episode 1 ......... [WTH!!!!??]

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somethings happening ard me???
somehow, i just dun understand..

what is going on???

is it a good thing or bad thing??

is there anything i fail to get although it might be alr very obvious?

lastly... am i thinking too much again??

haa.. i dunno..

learn from the past, i just leave this thoughts untouched and unsolved..

dun wanna think too much..

not going to do anything..

wait for answer bah..

found this page.. no idea if its true.. post for own review in future lol..

Seduction of the Scorpio Man


As a fixed water sign, Scorpio is very determined. He has quite some courage and inner strength. Jealousy is part of him.

Seduce Scorpio by being sexy and seductive. However, don't forget that Scorpio is a water sign, sensitive and sentimental that is. So, be subtle. And be patient. Scorpios may be quite hesitant when it comes to affairs of the heart. But be patient AND confident.

His physical desires are insatiable. If you want to seduce Scorpio you will have to surrender...

look what we have here...

i am reluctant to post out some thus

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the above are emo wordings..

i like chi bi... missed out 20 min though.. not my fault..but its ok..
the brilliant plot and plans nv fails to excites me.. tactic.. knowledge rules over brute force YEAH!!!!! i love this war tactical chinese show yeah!!!!! besides comical one...

people will surely say why got such good "opportunity" dun want to make use of it...
they dun understand.. its not simple.. haa... i guess, people got bf liao... as they said, time never waits...so i am gng to be scolded stupid for a period of time already haa.. what to do.. i am simply dim witted..I AM ALWAYS LIKE THAT..
got to accept.. ha..

fuk up persistent and no action personality..

lets change the motion..

i realise i have nothing to blog liao... -_-""

lets end with a joke..

an Onion a day keeps the sprits away...
an Apple a day keeps the doctor away..
a Mango a day??

keeps your pocket money away..

(isn't it, who says i am talking abt fruits here.. think harder if you are not on the right track..keke..)

08012009

howdy...... i bless you with warm and comfort day all week ....

yup today i am here... at my blog... doing what? updating of cos.... you smarty might alr know this

as at today, fourth day of school i am totally exhausted...

exhaustion comes with something else..... the need to seek fun..

yup i am damn bored.. but what to do... i found my ways to kill it eventually..

not interesting to say though .. shall move on..

chi bi the second episode is coming OUT!!! finally.. been wanting to watch it.. but it seems this time round, i have no company.. they are busy... sigh..

guess i have only my book to turn to... maybe it is a time for me to enhance my knowledge.. but grrrrr.............................................................. i need motivation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dampen way too much by thing happening ard ........

mum is gonna be away... this time round i am alone at home again.... i have all the time i want and peace to do studying and reading and whatever i want....

but......... hehe if you know what it means :P

i wonder if there will be anything up this weekend...

now i have no more cca... completed salsa.. can pursue for more cos only intermediate level...

damn boring shit... gonna consider joining one cca soon...

i got piano, guitar, hip hop so far on my want to learn list...for fun maybe singing, for some free ktv session or lobang lol...


language includes malay, japanese... still persist.. still learning bit by bit.... my brain and concentration level is not that good to not exhaust my time and learn it all in a short time... too bad..

motivation level aside too that is lol...

1 1/2 yrs... left... i have to do what i feel like to do... cos i can picture what my life after schooling life is...

with working only full time, it be work, off, work off... tired, home, tv,sleep...

with gng back to help my dad, its even worse......

learn malay, learn legal documents and procedures, drive, manage cars and petrol, budget, rest day also equal to working days, socialise ard, coffee, smile, handle tough customer,learn machines and its uses and specification, all sub business handling eventually as times goes by i guess, handle fraud and cheat, handle fake faces all around, worst of all.. handle my dad temper lol...in short... i have to be what people call "wen wu shuang quan" and its tiring....

but i dunno what will my dad put me specifically in charge of just as yet.. but eventually, if none of my bro gonna take up, he willl have me to in charge and help out only loh.. . that is if i were to go back help out and if i am good enough first.... keke... not sure if i really need to go back or not just as yet..or rather, want to or not lol... still choosing..

what i got to do now... is keep improving myself, try out things for an experience in future to prepare myself for the future...

did and tested, some things just wouldn't work out...tried and gave up, some things just couldn't change....

i gonna suffer in future... thats the prediction as per current performance.....

as worried as i can get, i cant help it but to maximise my time as a student to seek fun while i can..... making my parents worried about my maturity that is lol....

shhsh.......

lol..

alright... be gone... shoosh...... do some reading bah. .. bb

new year 2009 commenced.....2nd day

hi hi.. i am late it seems but anyway.... new year, new beginning, new........ everything looks new since its alr new year....

so how have you been last year?

what do you want to do this year??

any regret that you cannot complete anything last year and want to do it this year???

its time... ox year will give you an ox boost strength to do whatever you like... go ahead... muackz.. <--hehe just trying too be funny :P

lets do a recap.....

start the year with many storms.... end the year with peace.... frdship in and out..
some stays.... luckily, some, just distant...

nv wish to distant anyone but well one cant do all.... pple do get a bit lazy to meet pple at times..

worst spending for the year, fun is a lot but money coming in suffered...

sad to say, i never accomplish some thing well enough... still gng to be my resolution this year..

lack of fuel to carry it all out la.... simply lazy to budge can? lol i think i should make kicking the lazy bug one of my resolution this year.. i can really do alot if i am not lazy really...

i've completed my salsa ..... can now try hip hop heh... but then got time must perfect and rmb the move else it be a waste to learn salsa liao...

well its now 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rejoice.......!!!!!!!!!

whats is ahead of me?

what new frds or strengthning of bonding to known frds will be there for me?

what will my results be... ?

what new theory in life will i experienced and understands?

how much challenges i must face again in this year?

am i able to do what i really want and perfect it?

and most impt of all...

will i drop my lazy bug and really do what i intended and thought of doing all along?

will i (unspoken hidden resolutions)

hehe....

cant say everything out later like bdae wish , dun come true... so i kept some. or at least can accomplish one is enough since all are impt..

HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!

WABAFAT!!!!!<--from pokemon lol