just a question for myself

where do my interest lies?

nothing seems to excite me and let me want to strive for the best of the best unconsciously...so much that i did not realised i am actually working so hard towards..

with an effort that i can feel a limit just isn't the one that can fit into this category..

so what is it???????????


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an answer i will need to find out..

maybe its something i dun get to do just as yet....

maybe.....

^^

kids are just so cute..

one moment they throw trantum at each other.. the other moment.. you see them making each other laugh again..

hahah ^^

cute..

i agree

there is something i agree...

bravery comes with the price of losing something..

so long you are not afraid to lose it, you can be brave enough to do it..
but if you are one who cherish things, all the more you will feel afraid to do something....

when one is not afriad of the consequences of do not care about it, he can be really brave... so brave that you asking why he have the guts..

but in the other hand.. once he had experience in losing it and when he learned to cherish it, he will be afraid to lose it and all the more he will be afriad to do things making him a timid..

so those who always won and failed litle can picked up easily and brave on..

but who would have thought those who always lost and won little can easily pick up and be brave once again?

some people just have the right way to do it and have some instinct for it.. some people actually do not really have it and how are they going to make it?

so all the more you need to try tings, make sure you can really harden yourself and ignore the consequences and not afraid to lose it... once you had little hope to cherish it , gone is your bravery...

dead and gone....

nth

i am living in comfty... infiltrate my world please..

hahaha..

i must be crazy haha..

or maybe i shall launch an attack soon again.. since ancient it is always our duty to do the bad thing and see if we are accepted ahahha

no peace... roar...

ok enough of crap.. i'm waiting for chalet on friday..saturday jurong point got jolin tsai coming wow.. 1pm.. feel like rush back and see haha..

there after... training for work and actual work.. 4 days salary only

and.. its waiting for ICT..

i wonder if the pub job can accept or not.. then next time go there work for money.. haa near only anyway..

citibank i guess is goner.. so long alr no news

gv also.. maybe if i want i got schedule now can try again.. sch days go gv work.. grr... revise the schedule and consider reapply see how..

i need money.. i wanna go oversea. hahaha

and i going to buy all the stuff lacking for me to groom and cure whatever i wanted to...

now that i decided to slash some contact off.. i should have more money for myself.. damn spend till i wasted money.. those people merely is not worth it to spend on them i realise..

to think i treat them thinking they are ok... they still backstab behind my back...

and itch again.. wanna write something but then... i guess not... orevious post stir up a bit of crooks in talking again i guess.. lets not get them busy...i write at other blog for my inspiration.. maybe can ask my writer friend to see if he wanna use haha...

ciaoz.. haha

you know i love you..

gossip boy olol

21 may 2009.. i willl rmb this day

what a day..full of surprises and happy day for me..

sent bro's maid off to airport today.. and i activate my..."since i am out why not go out for a while" mindset haaa...
then on the way.. i choose between bugis and orchard...since i went city hall before alr..
and guess what.. i am at orchard..
and suddenly i thought of using the expiring ticket i held...
and wowla... i ended up catchoing night at the museum 2 haha..

wow... night at the museum 2 is nice .... those who watched night at the museum will appreciate and understand better for this.. i made a right choice watching it today.. i feel so glad ^^ no more dragging till everyone is free and watch it on the dot on the day it is released haha.. i'm bored anyway...

its hilarious and adventurious.. nice..
the love part.. is just something i doubt any girls nowadays will do..

the cupid.. is just so nice.. songs ^^ love it..
monkey... now with 2.. is just as witty and cutey as ever haa.. irritating some said..

with the company ard.. i guess they enjoyed the show as much as i do too... i wish they had a good night..smilng with happiness sweetly into the dream and dreamnt of the show haaa... probably the love part.. where it could not really happpen in reality...

and whats next.... interesting... i went to..................

Jurong....................................................

which means...

HOME SWEET HOME...

keke..

just being bored and thinking of things to write..

midst covered my path... i see no one anymore except image of human..unforeseen faces and characters... behind is all clear yet i cant look back... but cant stop from wondering... whose behind me supporting me all this while...

looking sideways... eyes half tiled.. it is not clear whose walking alongside me... some familiar scent and image i might smell and seen before... but it will never be know fully without confirmation with them telling me who they are...after a long time and pass by lots of people..

turning to confirm, yet will partially slow down me again from the danger ahead... and will need help from them to alert me...everything requires attention... trade off... is what people always faces...

yet sometimes, should you pass by a good soul, your back is safetly covered for.. but should you pass by a bad soul and never alert yourself from shoving away from them, you will never know what will they do behind your back.. yet looking back to prevent and cure what they might do will slow your progress down again and you got to stop walking.. probably hurt you so much that you need time to recover before you look forward and progress again.. crooks.. thats what i call those bastards...

along the road.. you may walked a wrong path.. miss out things and caused inconveniece and harm to others but there is no perfect road and smooth sailing ... forgiveness and willing to change and walk the correct path will lead you to your destination.. avoid mistakes.. or you will hold yourself back by trouble that you caused before and when others are not forgiving enough to stop bringing harm to you...

be grateful...for frds supporting you behind... maybe you cannot look back but help them move forward when they want to and grab you for help if your side are empty and able to and walk side by side to face the danger... ignore them and they will leave your life forever as your distance between each other is lengthened.. and dun forget.. they are behind you.. good soul turn bad.. that is the last thing you want to know...... look up to those in front.. you might want to know what they do to be ahead of you...

whatever it is... sometimes... you need to rest.. or else you might lost track of where you are heading due to fatigue and need to give yourself time to review and think through your route so you will be able to adjust yourself.. people may help you but they got their own route to go through too and help cannot be forever..

look up... observe the sky... see how the times flies day by day... so while resting.. you can make sure you do not take too long... and rest enough and make sure you move on short after you rested enough.. or else staying there and keep reviewing will lead you no where...its sometimes the emotional feeling that is most hard to fight for you to press on...help and encouragement will be needed when you cant stand on yourself temporary... but what matter most is yourself...

press on.. be brave... walk through your mistakes... master your fear... be... the better you..

---------THE END---------------

wow

say it.. 3 words 8 syllabus...

i chase you long enough.. now you chase me...