very true

well as i read some online sources... i'm happy..

some friends of mine finally realise how people ard my uni are so evil and how much i tried to battle this evil souls...

there are many yes.. i mean it..

only a handful are kind and good... seriously a handful...

good breed more goodness...evil breed more retribution.... just they wait...they deserve to get a tight slap ...

i wonder whoo are the people they are wary of.... in case i miss out...

am still sourcing throughout my schooling...hope people i know will not be hurt... for although i never talked much, deep inside i really wish we can be good friend..gut feeling says so..

sigh

some close frd of mine experience almost the same thing i did.. except it is a bit better, overall not very good anyway..

i bet he has to bear the error made and endure what the lack of effective communication has to come for him.

come to think of it.. its really a reminder... but i will continue to seek answer to tackle it... and hope to be able to share it with him in the near future on how to deal with it....

need more research and understanding... for sloving this issue is no longer a simple thing when society is so tainted with bad people ard...orst.. fake people who just loves to play..

way to go.... continue being normal..

its complicated..

human are just so hard to understand..
woman especially..

when you think you know.. think again.. you might be wrong..

when you think you wrong.. think again.. you might be right ..

but when you ask, they willl give you a diffferent answer..

when you dun ask, they will eventually not tell you a lie..

when they lied, you nv know what happen that makes them lie

when you dun care why, somehow you find the answer someday..

yet sometimes when you dun search for it, it might never surface..

they get close to you for a reason you dunno..

yet when there are really sincere ones, you nv know they are...

geez.... human.... why cant they just be true to one another...

kampong life is so much better.. people tell things truthfully to others... care for one another.. bondage strong..everyday is pure and sincere....

ok another random thoughts...so random that i dunno what strucks me from thinking abt it..

crazy

i think my body clock has been switched for a reason or two from dunno since when... i am awake at 4am lol

very awake.....

what shall i do? am gng to do some thing the next day... and still awake lol like not scare of insufficient sleep...

but anyway... was thinking abt studying... ater i do then i cfm it.. i always change my mind in a nick of the moment <--hope i use it right.. my english sucks actually..(which i dun have to say and it could be reflected in my blog anyway but well i just feel like writing it down who cares lol)

yawn i do not know how but many thing just comes... and they always at the time where you got others things... have to choose always.. but when you are bored to death, they just dun want to come.... how irritating... say for test... next week consecutively got one paper after the other with no gap between each paper..
and mcq to practice all adds up to ard 400

crazy then one week or so later assignment due date

i wish i was still as crazy as sem 1 to do everything ready beforehand... though that makes ppeople think this person no life lol... but well...i am lazy what to do... cant do it... even now i am blogging instead of studying..what a waste of time...

my progress for malay regretabbly stays haven gone much.. my knowledge on financial and business world is stilll like a kid.. know little..news i occasionally read...jap i nv do much abt it.. got plenty of books placed there nv touch..

geez.... and i dare to blog it out damn it... can i be just more hardworking? and nerdy ..... benefits will be seen in future but then as of current, will just be laughed at thats all...

geez.. you know from the way i geez means..... i am stilll lazy... if my dad knows what i been doing, and if his in singapore, i guess i dare not be so much of a slacker and waste time.. becos pressure lol... but i hate pressure.. lol

so how to get things done? hmmm..... when i feel the need to do it i will.... thus wahahahaa.... i should re-discipline mysef not to be so undisciplined again....

ok talking abt discipline, i should stop blogging alr... get the thing started....

ciaozz............ ^^

pondering

i got lots of things to think abt lately...

i am wondering what is happening to things ard me finally... apart than the usual thing i am thinking of..

a lot of things seems to be changing... and as usual all are hidden...

sometimes, i really hope i am brilliant in that area rather than such a dim witted me in that area...

nevertheless, those unsolved things i am still discovering the truth to it..and as usual me, i will not take action till i am sure of it..

those new things i am taking note of it...

home alone is never as good sometimes.. lots of things for you to think of and do ...

heavy.... my shoulder feels... so much things to think and do... study have yet to perfection...

besides, i will stop everything should it be clear to me....cos i need to know...

wah

just watched "he's just not that into you"

amazingly, i found out things that others will project as you are not that into her..

and it feels like i did almost everything that is not that into.. when it was suppose to meant the opposite back then... anyway there should be a show to show people "maybe shes not that into you too"

lol ... i think i need to learn this things cos typical dumb me have no idea what it will signal to others..

maybe i am the exceptional one lol.... since i dunno the rules..and i only sincerely said things that really contains some elements of truth in it..

however, i think there are some things to let pple know that she is not that into you ... i kinda think maybe thats it.. so kinda fortunate i didn't do anything.. if preservering really counts like what they says.. well i dunno... at least if there is some result maybe i believe... only applies to people who might have chemical together bah i suppose.. but then never get together yet...

maybe can use some of the hint to help gauge if i am really into someone too.. using marrying as a perspective to gauge is rather good... will you marry the girl you date? if not, maybe you not that into her..

but i guess, worrying too much breed nth except unneccesary worries sometimes.. so.. there is no definite answer to it all.... wait for yours to come.. wish everyone luck in love...

and catch the show.. lol...