closing

good bye...
alll the best...
not going to touch it anymore..
lost the reason that i used to blog for ..

no longer feel like updating things i do
no longer hope for anything ..
let it just die.. keeping the little nice feeling just a lil

and just a lil thing to clarify others..

yes i'm afraid of many things
yes i'm hesitating
yes i'm holding on
yes i'm undecisive of many things

yes i am way lousier than other guys out there..

i have no confidence in myself
i have problem finding topic not to even say funny jokes
i have greater problem opening my mouth to talk without people being friendly to me by throwing a friendly smile..

for now... i close this blog.. till i found the reason or motivation to blog again..

CLOSED!!!

wish

if there is a wish to be made, i wish to be with her... every moment every day..
but it is not possible..

looks like i could only just cross her life..