tired

weakness nv change
strength fading
situation nv change
from many back to only one..
coward
undisciplined
cannot hold one ground

save him..

beeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

reform..

its time to work on my internal...

its just diffficult to strike a balance....
i wonder since when it had gone to this extend...
all i need to do, is to change back to merely what i could be last time...
other improvements.. wait till i'm there first..

hope i do not make more mistakes throughout the reforming of myself..

haiz

i guess i dun fit in to the group anymore..

i grow up, not wanting people to disrespect me like that.... do the stuff when its not a majority decision.. its not like its a confusion of decision that requires him to make decision and do it his way this time.. its like more to what he want and thinking the group will abide to it..cos his the boss..

i can be anything.. so long its a group decision..its just not logical to be revolving ard him and we are always the one more to accomodate him..at least if there is room for discussion its alright... he did not even open up to discuss it.. thats what angers me...

i hate being disrespected.. this is always something that never fail in driving my anger up... he use to have respect for people.. now? .. not..

maybe when his with me only maybe he will still remember... with a group, he lose it.. i appreciated the way he chose lemon tea..and watch movie proposal...its becos he is still ok with it... for things he dun want, he never leave room for discussion and just do it his way.. thats what i hate..

if only things he dun like he also try to convince us to change decision and stick to what his ok with rather then disrespect people like that... nth will happen..

bottom line: respect people no matter who they are...even if they normally ok with things, do still ask them to show your basic respect to them as an individual..

last day of school

well i have reached my last day of school...

i think my life for the next 2 years will be just like that... got friends.... but end of it all, alone... thinking abt it just makes me go out of my pace once before... now i just think.... wait bah... fate will decide when its time... so those who care about me.. i'm sorry i officially gave up...

so whats is coming up for my life?

i'm meeting my sec sch teacher tmr keke... been long..

night zouk for bachata event.. <-- a kind of social dance

and drink till drop after event over.. dress code red.. omg i dunno what to wear liao..

sat parents flying off again... what shall i do?

no plans... study have to be in my schedule due to exam on 30 april...

nth else to write... am no interesting guy so its just a boring blog haa...

"sometimes, without losing it, you dun know what you had... yet even if you know, it just cant do without knowing how to secure it..even if knowing, it does not mean you can do what you wanted without prcticing it"

abt blog..

for my brothers....i decided to re=activate the blog...

initially.. decide to just off it ..

now.. i think i just have to learn to think before i write..

well bro..... this are things i do lately..

study... test... now i am on my last week of lecture... tburs officially ends the lecture... and 30 april is my exam.. last till one week later...

late jun i have reservist.. yes you are right... back to the greenery and haste... no more slow and lazy me while in there... only fast and furious.. else kenna pump lol...

i got some other none blog-able thing i wannna tell you all.... our secret i got some answer to it alr...ask me when we meet..

kopi session someday :)


my bag broke... it died on sengkang.. no more sling... merely holding it... got to buy bag liao ..... wallet also..... handphone cover also if i stillwant to prevent scratches or in case i placed on wet surface accidentally, the handphone is protected..

so broke... yet holiday.. i can only work from mid may to mid jun
one month and 1 week again..die i hope i can get job...

"friends come and go.. whoever are fated to stay, will eventually, whoever cross your path only, will always remain to be bypasser no matter how hard you want them to stay"

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks:A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever:Is a woman's way of saying FightYOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.