for myself..by myself to myself...

1. i must stop doing thing to let people misunderstands me
2. i must learn to use my brain more before doing things
3. i must switch my mentality to stop thinking too much
4. i must learn to act when time is appropriate
5. i must learn to not embarass people with my akwardness
6. i must care for others situation and not cause them to be in a hard position becos of me
7. i must learn to be a better person
8. i must not be moody
9. i must be able to control myself from going haywire
10. i must be a better friend.. if not, a worthy person in others eyes
11. i must drop the idea of getting gf..........it will come naturally when time comes, not by force
12. i must win over my evil thought that is controlling me unconsciously
13. i must let others feel glad to have me ard and do not mind and not want to miss me out for any outing
14. i must achieve the above 13 things..............it all start from myself.. help given but nth is of use without me really conquer over myself to get to be a better person.. not only at heart which i have now, but also when behaving... behaviour and heart dun tally...learn to be true to my self..
15. mosttly, get out of the low confidence level...negative thinking for some things and also overly positive thinking in the others..
16. STOP BEING CONTRADICTING

words are cheap... i must really do it to be able to realise it.. learn to talk appropriately and when needed, build behaviour....get out of the typical eagerness and learn to take thing slow and appropriately...if possible, learn the reaction of woman to be able to response correctly...i dun get woman annd their wants.. and what their reaction means..what to do is apropriate.. anyway...wtf i dun feel like to care.. yet i am curious to find an ans..see contradicting again fuk....