1,2,3 and..

exam is over.... gonna give myself 2 day break since it be weekend..

after that i am going to so visit agenbcy and hope to get a job...

sigh now that exam is over..have no idea what to do...

nothing to occupy my mind..

need money..

maybe will go back malaysia if really cant find..

haiz.. everyone is leaving... so sad...

for once i thought i can be no longer a loner... yet i think i got to accept beiing one... just cant seem to bond with people since i think it lies with me..

maybe admitting defeat will just make my life better... no expectation, no sadness, no depression, no nothing..life will be happier and content..

probably if i cant mixed in to the group who chase fashion and being look down at and said shitty things regarding dressing, i guess i should just take it.. cant satisfy everyone everything anyway

haiz some friends i really wanna keep yet due to other tell me not so friendly, i dun try to go talk... in the end, i also dunno how i project to them.. think if i cant secure them, i just have to let go..

well............ lets not go further................

see how... what meant to be will be....

always say all this sigh.. i should learn to shut up.. lol

till now