Wednesday, May 20, 2009

just being bored and thinking of things to write..

midst covered my path... i see no one anymore except image of human..unforeseen faces and characters... behind is all clear yet i cant look back... but cant stop from wondering... whose behind me supporting me all this while...

looking sideways... eyes half tiled.. it is not clear whose walking alongside me... some familiar scent and image i might smell and seen before... but it will never be know fully without confirmation with them telling me who they are...after a long time and pass by lots of people..

turning to confirm, yet will partially slow down me again from the danger ahead... and will need help from them to alert me...everything requires attention... trade off... is what people always faces...

yet sometimes, should you pass by a good soul, your back is safetly covered for.. but should you pass by a bad soul and never alert yourself from shoving away from them, you will never know what will they do behind your back.. yet looking back to prevent and cure what they might do will slow your progress down again and you got to stop walking.. probably hurt you so much that you need time to recover before you look forward and progress again.. crooks.. thats what i call those bastards...

along the road.. you may walked a wrong path.. miss out things and caused inconveniece and harm to others but there is no perfect road and smooth sailing ... forgiveness and willing to change and walk the correct path will lead you to your destination.. avoid mistakes.. or you will hold yourself back by trouble that you caused before and when others are not forgiving enough to stop bringing harm to you...

be grateful...for frds supporting you behind... maybe you cannot look back but help them move forward when they want to and grab you for help if your side are empty and able to and walk side by side to face the danger... ignore them and they will leave your life forever as your distance between each other is lengthened.. and dun forget.. they are behind you.. good soul turn bad.. that is the last thing you want to know...... look up to those in front.. you might want to know what they do to be ahead of you...

whatever it is... sometimes... you need to rest.. or else you might lost track of where you are heading due to fatigue and need to give yourself time to review and think through your route so you will be able to adjust yourself.. people may help you but they got their own route to go through too and help cannot be forever..

look up... observe the sky... see how the times flies day by day... so while resting.. you can make sure you do not take too long... and rest enough and make sure you move on short after you rested enough.. or else staying there and keep reviewing will lead you no where...its sometimes the emotional feeling that is most hard to fight for you to press on...help and encouragement will be needed when you cant stand on yourself temporary... but what matter most is yourself...

press on.. be brave... walk through your mistakes... master your fear... be... the better you..

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