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now its closed...
too bad...
but well... also good haaa.... no one to witness how dumb i dance lol...

and you know some things??... i might go out hunt on v day lol...
hunt for what??

:P secret..
definitely not girls..seriosuly no... just...
i be dumb if i tell you here....
:X

wahahaaa.........can you "smell" what i am hiding? waahahhah

anyway...
given the rate i am going.. i think i might love to gym more.. depends.. really too slacked liao.. many things cant handle due to lack of training.. just thoughts anyway.. thought is always not what me in person will perform at the end of the day.. unless you make me drunk waahaha.. or something to make me not think so much and just go with gut feeling... else.. too bad... regrets.. tear in the eyes...

and.... my option is still open.... so long the distance still remains like that..

am i too scary? lol... or did i give out a "dun talk to me" aura that everyone is not talking to me ,except my clinque lol..or everyone is merely maintaining their pride and want others to talk to them so as to not lose face??? i merely admit i might be a bit dao at times cos i dunno if they really treat me as frds or not... and i dun want to be the one smiling to them then kenna bo hui..like last time.. and dunno what pple is thinking la... sometimes, they like friendly.. other times, like bo hui... so qi guai... how can i not do likewise? lol.. just to be safe..

aiya.... i just wanna say.. i do treat all i know as frds la.. so long i smiled to you and attempted to talk to you before.. close case..

end of the day... i just hope life to be simple, nice, with frds ard and families, had frds hanging out session.. study and work hard tgt,learn things throughout the studying life,normally graduated, live life without "i thought you... so i" kinda crappy delaying frdship or anything kind of thing concrening human interaction.... and did whatever i want to do before i stepped into the cruel world of business with politics, struggles and r/s hurting issues....

pple always says why i say like my life so cham like that... they dun understand... it is that cham.. without gng through somethings, they will nv understand so i not even gng to explain unless they are someone who went through hardship, or maybe display a maturity level from the way they see things and handle it that probably let me feels he can understand this issue.... else its no use explaining when they can understand the skin of the problem but not the flesh of it..
well complain i may be.. but many things, actually i dun mind doing just love to complain only... and may it be fair to me when i did it as i need people to really think abt others and not take things for granted.. as usually people really do in one way or another..which will cause my reluctant to extend my help..

hmm why am i writing so much? i thought i wanna do a short post only haaa...and i think.. i should stop explaining myself... fact speaks for itself.. i think its call "res ipsa loquitor" if not wrong.. forgot..check it out "someday"<--meaning when i rmb and feels like checking it which means, may or may not do depending on the urgency i rate it in my brain.. lol .

okok stop liao... not nice anymore like essay liao... good night.. happy valentines day in....25 hours time..