when i got time.. i have no mood to clear it...
now i have no time.. and i have mood to clear it..

wah the hell am i doing lol..

anyway... lately... catching up with sec frds.. nothing beats being with them and not forgetting my best frds, relatives and my click... i seems to have less flaws when i am with them as the mood of controlling and modest and everything seems to just come back.. lol.. i was very well disciplined before seriously... you be surprise.. i feel way lousier i am then i was before.. seriously...

anyway... been studying alone when i found no one to go out nor anyone calling me..

i do feel less lonely nowadays.... but being content is just not too good as there is bound to be better life i guess... but no lousier than now please haa...

i think i enjoy hip hop haa... i like those music maybe.. and those move can solo practice unlike salsa who need to partner with people and do wrong will make you pai sei lol..i like salsa too just that it is more pai sei nia.. lol..when you execute wrong..

but hip hop requires more endurance and speed and reflex.. i feel rather rigid sia lol..looking at myself executing the move seems like so weird lol.. thats what it is to be a beginner haa.. allegra the instructor dance really well.. seems young i wonder if she is a student too.. anyway everyone is wondering not only me haa..

that spells why i like to watch at concert for hip hop too... salsa too.. even people singing contest... i like music haa.. but am no master for it..

i am wondering what i should do after the 8 lesson.. if i really feel i can cope, should i go for audition on hip hop or salsa? or shouldi go learn more like jap and guitar.. i love to learn new things but i lack the peserverance for continuing lol.. there are some things i like and i continue though..